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-- . . . No. I doubt they ever did.
-- tell me about it.
-- . . . How to begin . . .
-- The people you imagine, the scenarios you make, the lives they lead,
-- you conjure them of your own machinations. You do not know these people. they do not know you. You will never meet.
-- The people you make up in your mind, are only ever that. Made up. Entirely fictitious.
-- . . .
-- do you remember my question?
-- what i asked- the people, their lives- that was only an analogy, remember?
-- what did i ask of you?
-- If they were real.
-- . . .
-- so the things in my head, you say they're not real?
-- No. They are not.
-- my thoughts, my feelings- are those fake too?
-- Don't twist my words. We're talking imagined scenarios, not ego death.
-- i'm sorry.
-- still, my point stands: you can't prove to me they're fake, right?
-- in the end, maybe my daydreams are fake. but how about the real people? to me, these . . . facsimiles of people are just as real as the flesh and blood, lying in their rooms.
-- just as i could be code or word, they are only the firing between synapses.
-- Hey, speak like a normal person. People don't talk that way, you know.
-- And regardless of that, they still exist. You still have object permanence.
-- how can object permanence be a part of this conversation? i've never seen them, there is no 'object' for my mind to prove the 'permeance' of.
-- instead, i can only dream them up. ideas of people. there's no proving me right or wrong- and then they're gone.
-- existence and nonexistence, all in the same second.
-- in that way, i believe, they are real. very real. whole lives spent, in under a minute. perhaps whole towns, cities, countries- all slightly different, all mostly the same.
-- what could be a ten billion years to them is only a blink to me. what's ten billion years to me would be-
-- . . . would be ten billion years of non-existence, i guess. i couldn't rightfully live that long.
-- and yet somehow they existed. for the briefest moment. up in my mind, a whole system of people, loving and hating, laughing and crying-
-- they're living their lives. blissful in their ignorance, blessed by untruth.
-- ten billion years . . .
-- an existence of forever. and an existence of never.
-- . . . but you would know all about that, wouldn't you, ███?
-- . . .
-- . . . That's enough. Go to bed.
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